I dreamt that it was an early morning before school, and I was in the parking lot of my high school with my ex-boyfriend. I ended up giving him a blow job in the car and then he left and I went to school. I was over by my locker unpacking my backpack and this girl named xenia walks over and says in a kinda serious way, "wow what is that on your shirt?" and I look down and I am wearing a black shirt with a big cum stain on the front.
It seems that you may still harbor feelings for this ex-boyfriend of yours but are conflicted with how your relationship appears to others and how people perceive you because of it.
A friend is one before whom I may think aloud. Ralph Waldo Emerson
Be not the slave of your own past. Plunge into the sublime seas, dive deep and swim far, so you shall come back with self-respect, with new power, with an advanced experience that shall explain and overlook the old. Ralph Waldo Emerson
